now he's gone..

i'll be missing him,
he's the one who always make me happy eventhough my heart was torn...
i do love him but yet i dunno whether i love him like a fren or more than that..
still finding...
i dunno how the feelings come from..
when i love him,i feels really2 happy..
he's my inspirations who's gave me so much advices..
now he already go to sarawak to further his study..
i'll wait for him,meet him,and tell him that how much that i miss him..
i'm happy when he says that he always miss me,but,besides that i afraid that the words come from his heart or not..
insyaallah i'll be more patient than before..
i want he to realize that i'll always love him..
only him!!
oh GOD!!plz help me,,plz dont make me sad again..i want him..i do love him so much,not because he is handsome or rich..i love him comes from my heart..honestly,i dont care what people wanna say..i dont care..i juz want they all realise that not all true love easy comes..it needs a lot of patients..
dear..plz t8 good care of urself..i'll always pray for ur happiness..i'll wait for u...i wanna meet u..eventhough it needs time..