now he's gone..

i'll be missing him,
he's the one who always make me happy eventhough my heart was torn...
i do love him but yet i dunno whether i love him like a fren or more than that..
still finding...
i dunno how the feelings come from..
when i love him,i feels really2 happy..
he's my inspirations who's gave me so much advices..
now he already go to sarawak to further his study..
i'll wait for him,meet him,and tell him that how much that i miss him..
i'm happy when he says that he always miss me,but,besides that i afraid that the words come from his heart or not..
insyaallah i'll be more patient than before..
i want he to realize that i'll always love him..
only him!!
oh GOD!!plz help me,,plz dont make me sad again..i want him..i do love him so much,not because he is handsome or rich..i love him comes from my heart..honestly,i dont care what people wanna say..i dont care..i juz want they all realise that not all true love easy comes..it needs a lot of patients..
dear..plz t8 good care of urself..i'll always pray for ur happiness..i'll wait for u...i wanna meet u..eventhough it needs time..

NEW BOOK..

hum,now he already gone from my life,..so,i decided to renew the book of my life..eventhough it really hurt,i must go thru without him..now,im alone without no one..:(.. i try 2 4get n erase him from my life,but i still need time to do all that coz it is not easy..every time i will cry coz of him..oh,god!!plz help me..plz give me some happiness..that's all..the more important is,family n frens..they are very meaningful in my life..although it really pain in my heart,all i wanna see is the happiness of them..i'll try to make them happy..i will..insyaallah..

broken hearted girl...

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

i can't stand it anymore..
guys!!help me to 4get him..

APA ERTINYA SEORANG KAWAN??

aq de rmai kwn..tp,rse cm da x rpt spt dlu..aq cbe mncri dmana kslhn2 yg tlh aq wt pd dorg..tp,wlopepun,aq akn cbe epikn dorg wlopun dorg slalu skitkn ati aq..bg aq kwn adlh sgala2nya..

tnpa kwn,,,
x kn ade grau snda..
xkn ade tmn yg bole mndgr mslh kite..
xkn happening hdop..
xkn ade yg bntu kite dlm study..
xkn ade yg wt kite epi..
>mcm2 lg laa...<

ape aq de wt slh kt kwn2 aq??aq rse aq mkin khlgn kwn..adkh sbb skap aq??kalu bole aq nk dorg tego aq kalu aq de wt bnde yg mnykitkn ati dorg..wlopun ati aq skit time2 dorg lkekn ati aq,tp,aq maafkn dorg..aq xnk brdndam..

aq sntiasa plukn korg x kira ape keadaan sklipun..aq syg kt korg sgt3..aq xkn pnh lpekn korg..e2 jnji aq..thx coz sdi jd kwn aq.. :)

maaf

weh,korg..aq nk mtk maaf..x bermaksod aq nk ckp korg cmtu..juz aq rse kcik ati sgt..aq juz nk korg phm prasaan aq je..aq x nk dsbbkn bnde kcik je,kte bgdoh..
ape2 pon..
MAAFKAN AQ..

something happened in my heart..

sjak kebelakangan ney aq slalu jd tnsion..xtw sbb pe??alkisahnye,aq nk story psl de laa bberapa org ney..aq x phm knpe dorg ske kutuk 'best fren' aq..aq sndri pon plik..kalu stakat nk skitkn ati aq bek x pyh!!fuck ar!korg nk kutuk2 pon berpada2 ar siket..sblom ngutuk org,tgok dri sndri 2 perfect ke x!don't judge people by its cover..tlonglah!!aq x pnh pon ktuk kwn2 korg sbegitu trok!!mmg!!aq ngaku aq syg die..so what?!ade mslh..ape gnenye korg add die then korg kutuk2 die?!nk knekn die ar!!mslhnye die x pnh pon ganggu korg kn??so,back off!!mmg aq x nk tego korg bkn dsbbkn aq tkot!!tp,sbb aq hormat korg..so,korg pon kne hormt aq..ingt!!tade spe yg perfect..wlopun korg glar die "mat korean celup" sekalipun..aq kesah..sbb aq bestfren die..mgkin korg x nmpk klebihan die..ye ar..mmg die bnyk scandal..tp,e2 mslh die..aq x cmpo pun..so,korg..kpd yg trasa ney aq mtk tlonngla jgn kutuk2 die da..die x wt slh ngn korg..

AYAHANDA OH AYAHANDA!!

adoyai..npe laa ayahanda ske sgt usik aq??mentang2 laa aq dimalukn dlu,so ske2 je die nk perli2 n ktawekn aq ea??ney sume c MIRA pnye psl ah..x psl2 malu..nseb bek laa mke aq ney jns mke tbl..hahahah..so,xde laa mlu sgt..heh..tp,still malu gk..it'll be the greates memory that will left in my heart..

ayahanda yg dimksudkn tuh adlh gru kls saya(EN.AZAHARI)..stiap kli time sbjek die,x sah kalu die pndg aq x snyum2..ape psl pon xtw laa..die ckp ble die pndg mke aq die tringt ksh lme..adoi!!cmne laa nk pdmkn memori 2 dpd cerebrum die 2??huh..

bru2 ney aq wt spek bru..BUROK!!syg abh pnye psl aq pon trima laa spek yg bwarne putih itu..rmai pihak yg mengatakn psl spek 2..ade ke ptot dowg ckp mke aq da srupe BELALANG?!!yelaa,aq sdr mke aq ney x pdn ngn wane spek 2 kn..tp,x pelaa..x kesa pon..I DONT CARE AT ALL!!mlgnye nsb spek aq tuh..xpe laa blalang..sme2 laa kite bsbr ea??hee..

gram btol aq ngn c param 2..x hbs2 nk knekn aq..nk kte YES pon slh..adoi..tp,2 laa..msuk je lab die 2,x sah kalu x ngntok!!haish!!ape nk jd ney..medulla oblongata aq akn anta impulse dn ngatekn bhwa aq kne tido coz time 2 perot aq da knyang..so,bak kte pepatah PEROT KENYANG,HATI RIANG..btol kn??hahaha..dsr kuat mkn btol!!itula yg sering nina ckp kt aq..xpe laa..aq trima ngn hati yg redha..hahaha..xleh blah tol pnye ayt..

kaylaa,medulla oblongata aq da send impulse suh aq tdo..so,ble2 ade mse t'luang lg,aq akn story ag kay??chowz!!